Sometimes, I just keep thinking “Why am I so average?”
Am I average? Am I?
What is it that makes me special and unique?
So I present to you readers: My Rant to Make Me Feel Better (Requested by Ms. Levy)
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Something I am proud of is to be a badminton player. Though I don’t really have the confidence to talk about this (since I consider myself bad compared to others), I am actually the best girl badminton player in my whole grade. I managed to get into the SEASAC team at Grade 8 and can beat the 2nd single of the team. I love badminton due to the adrenaline rush when you are hitting the shuttle over and that the point can be given in a matter of seconds. I also love how the point system is the first to reach 21 as even when you are behind, as long as you are resilient, you may just catch up.
Currently, I am taking a break from badminton to build up my arm and body stamina and strength to improve. I don’t think I am really enjoying it now since my performance has been falling… Or maybe it’s the other way around? I don’t know, but I’ll find out when I start playing again.
If you have not guessed it yet, I am a huge fan of drawing. Drawing has been my favourite way of expressing my thoughts as I find it easier to control the pencil than a brush. But that doesn’t mean I dislike painting. Painting in watercolours is ranked second to sketching. Because I have trouble expressing through words, I find it hard to tell a story that has been stuck in my head. Especially the fight scenes. So drawing helps with it.
I don’t really like to be seen as if I am arrogant(?), but I like to show my drawings to others. I feel a burst of pride whenever someone compliments my drawings though I try to be humble and not really react to it. But that doesn’t mean I don’t take critics. In fact, feel free to load up a dozen of them and shoot them at me! I’ll consider it.
Some people find drawing as a 5-minute thing, but for me, it’s not. Instead, I would be sitting at the desk, drawing non-stop (except for bathroom and snack breaks) until I finish it. And that is partly the reason why I would sometimes stay up until 12 am.
So you might be wondering: if I love art so much, why aren’t I doing fine art? In fact, I do get these types of questions a lot. Here’s my answer:
“Well, they did say to choose subjects you want to try and enjoy in IGCSE. So I chose DT: RM. I love art, but I want to try RM. Art to me is a subject that I excel in. If IGCSE is all about grades, I won’t hesitate to go for art. But it’s not. And if I get to choose another subject in the art category, I’ll probably go for Food tech or Graphic Designs so I can learn some skills and software.”
Though I don’t normally say it, I love anime and manga. If you don’t know the definition of anime and manga, here it is:
anime |ˈanɪmeɪ, ˈanɪmə| noun [mass noun] a style of Japanese film and television animation, typically aimed at adults as well as children.
manga |ˈmaŋɡə| noun [mass noun] a style of Japanese comic books and graphic novels, typically aimed at adults as well as children.
That is where I take reference of the characters’ movements or how they draw the background. In fact, I alway screenshot some scenes or movements that are interesting or that I want to try and draw. I find this method of reading manga while screenshotting a really great way to learn the movements while enjoying the storyline!
But most of the times, I just read it for the awesome storylines. Some recommendations are
- The Promised Neverland (A really out of the box one)
- Assassination Classroom (I just love this anime!)
- Blue Spring Ride (Quite a realistic take on romance).