Memories and Images

Each image we take is a snapshot of a memory. A portrait can tell a life story, one that is filled with seconds of vividity. We can look back to the pictures we have taken and wonder how much we have given away. The Memory Project helped me to understand that.

The Memory Project not only helped me regain my passion for painting but for life as well. The main goal of the project is preserving the children’s stories in paintings of their portraits to hopefully bring about a better world. Reducing one’s life story into brushes of paint is hard. Not only to gain resemblance to the subject but to convey meaning in it as well. Conveying the heartfelt meaning in their memory is a challenge I might never be able to achieve but I hope to retain the same childhood experience everyone has had. The Memory Project is a testament, that through art, through the still frame of a camera, people are remembered and never forgotten.

The Historical Significance of the Washing Machine and History Society

We must always put ourselves in challenging positions to further our education and our own limits. I have done so with an incredible leap. It was with the help of a washing machine. Although I have placed myself in a spot where it may have been incredibly ridiculous, this ridiculous choice has helped me learn that it truly is impactful. In History Society, we debated on the most significant event of the 20th Century and I chose the invention of the electric washing machine. I was to argue how this almost ordinary boxed contraption changed the way the world worked. I sort of did.

The washing machine was incredibly significant. Although I do not want this reflection to turn into a reactionary retelling of what I have presented but it opened my eyes to how we can change the world. The people who invented the electric washing machine did not intend for the world as we know it to change. Their invention contributed to the rise in advanced technology readily available in our homes, women’s rights, and the effects of advertising and consumerism. I could go in-depth on how it did, but I shall save it for another time. My point is, who would have thought of its extreme influence in the world as we know it. We can create change by revolutionising the world around us for the better. The small electrification of an already common appliance helped shift our mind into a state of wonder and mindless convenience. Changing the world isn’t easy, but if we can do simple but meaningful changes to the world around us, there may be incredibly influential changes along the timeline of our lives.

Poetry, Gross Gory and Garish:

Poetry is only ever a message overly exagerrated and overly coated with words. It is intention wrapped by specifically crafted words. “The Flea” by John Donne is a perfect example of this. His poem, which is crafted around the intention of seduction, is coated with extended metaphors and references to religion, sex, and death. It wonderfully coats the indecency of the subject in a poem that at first glance seems to be about a loving couple. The extended euphemism for such a polar idea to what is presented is interesting to see. It is only humanly natural to cover up our flaws and things we deem taboo. To convey it with garnish and frosting paints a pretty picture of what is meant to be harsh. Dressing up disturbing ideas in a supposed idyllic nature is a wonderful thing to disturb the reader. By making the reader feel guilty about thinking differently, although it was intended. It is a technique that not only shocks the reader into realising the true nature of the piece but also allows different interpretations to take place that can link to the main idea put forth by the reader. It leaves space for the reader’s interpretation to take place but also imposes the flipside to their interpretation by merging the intended message with the inferred one. A truly interesting technique that I will carry forward.

Skills and developing… CAS so far.

PLANT. Although it may seem mediocre in the grand scheme of things, the plant has helped me improve my skills. This plant though has a name which is hard to distinguish with its cousin. It is Cynometra Ramiflora, a plant. More specifically a tree. It seems as though the plant has helped me improve not only my memory skills but my identification and pattern recognition skills as well. It is simple, the plant is a plant but once you get to know them more, explore their habitats and let them photosynthesise in your mind you see a whole new universe of green. It is truly luscious.

 

Writing a Book. So far. Before CAS.

I first came to the realisation that I had time to spend during my year in Grade 8. Having a minimal workload and a creative imagination, it was almost impossible not to do something. Ever since I conjured up the first sentence of the book, I had been on and off with it. Writing a chapter every 6 months, which, for some people, is a good pace. However, I had no direction and at the time, did not even know how to finish the story. Figuring out the details in which plotlines come together and separate was something new to me. However, when I started writing I knew how I was going to convey emotion. The book is a narrative of the protagonist’s life, specifically his visit to his old hometown of ‘Titok’ and his memories in relation to the place. I wanted to incorporate as much symbolism and metaphor into the book which is why most of the names are words that come from different languages. ‘Titok’, for example, is actually ‘secret’ in Hungarian. I quite like doing this, not only because it incorporates another layer of meaning to the place or person it is referring to, but also because it adds ambiguity to the region, something I want to keep in the book. I wanted this ambiguity mainly because I want as many people to find themselves immersed in it in their day to day lives. Although it is set particular coastal town, the slight alienation and comfort in solitary are themes I want present throughout the novel. After sitting down and deliberating on how to end the book, I discovered that it should not have a happy ending but a bittersweet one. Mainly due to the fact that the book imitates life and the reality of life is that plans go wrong and people go missing. Life is a fickle river, a river you never know how fast it goes, but you have to ride it. However, you decide what raft you ride it on.

What first inspired the idea for the story was actually a prompt in a test. It was a pair of shoes and possibly because of living on an island with beaches around I thought of a sandy background with the wilted pair of shoes. I wanted to anchor the story onto an object, so I rewrote the story from the test into the first paragraph. I took the shoes out of the story after some revising. Although I am not finished with anything. I want my tenure here in UWCSEA to be symbolised by more than just a diploma, but something for myself that I can truly be proud to have created. That’s why I came up with ‘Memories of a Day in the Summer’. Memories of a season without school and with others, without screens and with the sun, without routines and with the surprise that is life in all its capriciousness.

Jah and Kay: How does the simulation help me?

The Jah and Kay simulation mainly tackles two things: the need for diplomacy,  which is caused by the lack of communication, and the need for more mutual understanding. Humans are complex creations, we can either have strict biases or none, however, having none will lead us nowhere. Assumptions drive our daily lives and usually, it keeps us alive. We assume that the water in our kettle will boil, which it usually does or that the bus doesn’t crash, which it usually doesn’t. We assume a lot of things, however, there comes a limit to assumptions. I remember when I first came here, I had assumptions about my peers, which turned out to be false. I had assumptions about people purely because of the negative reactions I have been treated with for most of my school life were all I have ever known. I wanted a fresh start and I got it. Although I was Kay, I truly empathised with Jah (not only because their country is my name), because I understood the feeling of only knowing one feeling towards you. The lack of trust and faith, as well as the overbearing nature of strangers, did not help their situation at all. Jah and Kay, however, is a slightly flawed simulation with the premise being condensed into a short period of time instead of the lengthy amount that happens in real life. I did not want to impose my group’s help onto them because from being in a similar situation I know that someone in the situation needs space. They need to figure out things for themselves, but that doesn’t mean ignorance on our part. It means our continuous supportive presence rather than direct action. Presence rather than presents, because that is what true help means. Be with them, empathise with them, connect them, and improve with them. Trust is built over a long period of time, Jah and Kay was too short. The lack of freedom in actual action also exacerbated the problems. Diplomats are to communicate between people. Becoming equal and becoming like. Help is defined by existence beside and in action for and with someone.

To what extent does Oscar Wilde portray heterosexuality in “The Importance of Being Earnest”?

Oscar Wilde’s The Importance of Being Earnest, published in Victorian England, portrays homosexuality through subtle symbols and double entendres. Wilde’s representation of homosexual ideas in a heterosexual play, only accentuates Wilde’s thoughts of high society and Victorian values, mainly its homophobia. While it is a heterosexually centred play, Wilde envelops himself into the novel through the representation of homosexuality. Wilde portrays his heterosexual characters as over sensationalised and vain. With the example of Gwendolyn favouring Jack, only because of the fact that the name of his alias is Ernest. Wilde uses the double entendre of Earnest and Ernest to contrast the character and the trait. However, “by the mid-1890s… there was already a precedent for doubling the terms ‘Earnest’ and ‘Ernest’ into a coded allusion for same-sex passion” (Powell).

Emotional Intelligence and Empathy: Its implications on life

Emotional Intelligence is a complex construct of society to calculate one’s interpersonal relationships with other people. However, it is entirely possible to have varying levels of Emotional intelligence as different aspects of our day to day life can affect our attitudes to certain thing. It is only ever truly an attitude to which we deal with our surroundings, which is primarily influenced by our surroundings. A tautology of environment and self.

CAS so far… Difficulties and Challenges

So far in the first week of activities, there have not been many challenges that have made balance difficult as most of my work I usually do before the due deadline. I have not found any trouble in balancing however I know as the workload increases I need to keep a steady head and a balanced schedule, but so far, no problems. The gradual increase in time is just a gradual increase in complications as years become many and memories become plenty, an organisation is just creating timelines for oneself.